this is wrong
why am i starting to get more and more disgusted with you.

bring me back in time.
bring me back to where we were sitting in esplanade after lunch during rehearsal
just him and us.

the songs just keep on playing in my head.
i keep on wanting to play them again.
to undo the mistakes i made onstage
but unfortunately its all not possible anymore.

we shouldnt be put on stage in the first place.